Sometimes, I find life is a constant struggle. You are never happy or contented with your current state. We seek more and believe that there’s always a greener pasture out there.
Recently, I find myself struggling with what I do for a living. There are times that I really dislike my job(I guess it’s norm, right?) because it takes me away from things I like and want to do. But of course, I do like having this job because it pays my bills, offers me a security in life and have a great team and environment to work in. I have always enjoy working with children so it’s good that I still get to work around them in some way.
These couple of weeks, it sets me thinking maybe there’s a higher calling out there. That, perhaps, besides working around children, I can go work with them again. I remembered I could never understand why I had such a strong passion to teach. I just felt it is my calling and I enjoy inspiring and helping the little ones. I want to protect and respect their little minds. Thus, I stepped into this field. I never left but of course, I changed track.
And it’s also working in such environment that made me realised maybe I really want to go back and teach again. That I can positively influence and nurture the little children than trying to watch and guide others how to do it. There are many qualified teachers but how many seriously teach with their heart and soul?
This is some thing worth pondering upon. :)