Loss Disbelief!

(WARNING! This is not my usual post.)

I am upset!



I am devastated!




I am pissed!




With Myself!




I can't believe this. But I totally missed out on Survivor Nicaragua's finale! OMG....What was I thinking? I had been faithfully watching every episode of this season's Survivor. (I am a total Survivor Freak. I heart this show.) Seriously, I can't get over my absent-mindedness. At least, not right now. Have you ever have this feeling of angst? I feel loss now and upset that I am never going to catch the finale. (Live! and before I know who is the winner.) I mean, come on, this is the essense of the show; the last episode!I had been waiting so long to find out who is the final survivor. And I MISSED IT! *&^%$#@



This is such a dreaded feeling. It's like reading a three thousand pages book and not to find out the final ending. Boo hoo hoo...I am grieving for my loss.



I am going to search the net for any chances of watching the episodes I missed. Maybe, youtube has it? Or do you know where I can watch it? It's urgetnt. I am going on cold turkey now. I can feel my hands trembling. Sweating ...




Goodness, I need a sign!




I am ....... sigh ........ very disappointed with myself.




Depressed .... (still)




But on the brighter side, my favourite Survivor of this season won! Good job, Fabio! I think he played the best game. I must say he has got the luck. Fabio dude, you got my vote!




(Yesh! That's right. My favourite Survivor won! Hurray!)




And I thought to please myself a little more, this is what I got!

( Opps!.... )

But I am not a big fan of such risque shot (Serious! though I do agree it is tastefully taken).


Ahh ... this is better for me.


Boyish , charming, grubby, my "Abercrombie boy"! Gawd! I think I have got a new crush. (and keep my fingers crossed that Aloysius miss this post.)

(Fabbbbiiiiiooooooooooo)